They said to me, nothing's change. There's always a moment to spend time with their new friends, and there's always a moment to spend time with their old friends. I agree. But the fact is they enjoy spending most of their time with their new friends not as much as they enjoy spending time with the old one.
Sadly their new friends are more delight, funny, sociable, etc. And I'm the one that doesn't get those kind of friends. Sometimes I think that I'm so selfish. Being jealous because my friends have new friends, and they spend mostly of their time with their new friends, but that just hurts me a little. when I see their picture on instagram, and the caption is "full team" and there's exactly no me.
I know I shouldn't have any feelings like this, but I can't force myself anymore. I won't tell them about what I feel. I don't want to break their happiness. But it's just hard right? Seeing someone happy not because of you anymore. I'm feeling kinda lonely recently. Everything has changed, and I can't do anything about it. No one is really care about me. I know I can't blame anyone. But, yea. it's just my feeling right?
